Why does it always rain on me

Am at my ebb. Dunno what has led me to this trough. I have never felt less confident ever before. Whatever I do turns out to be wrong. What seems insignificant to me catches the wrong eye. Winning constantly makes a person so alien to disappointment and defeat. I am finding a source of motivation to start a new day and the search seems to last for eternity. This probably is God's way of conveying that vantage is ephemeral. But do I really have to prove myself to anyone? It is yet to dawn and I shall wait. At the end of the day 'The winner takes it all'.